Just try to imagine...
You and me.
We are 'friends'. 'Good friends'.
I'll even call you my 'BestFriend'... BestFriend for life...
BUT then... I start telling lies to you.
What would you do if I lied to you?
And then, even worse... I stole one of the most valuable things (in life) from you?
I would start telling you that you aren't allowed no more to do the things you genuinely loved to to... you used to love...
You wouldn't be allowed no more to drink an ice coffee after school with your bestfriend.
You wouldn't be allowed to have a fun taco night with your family at the place where they offer you the most love in the world, HOME.
You wouldn't be allowed no more to go out with your bestfriends and get some lunch...
All because you would get FAT, UNLOVABLE AND WORTHLESS.
FAT, UNLOVABLE AND WORTHLESS.
I would tell you that you are a GREEDY person and do NOT deserve to be LOVED.
GREEDY AND NO LOVE.
I would keep you up all night because you are definitely not allowed to sleep, you have to overthink about the bad mistakes you made today, such as eating too much.
Who will ever love you for all this?
I would PERSUADE you... FORCE YOU to do things that AREN'T HEALTHY at all!
But very HARMFUL to your body and mind...
I would try to CONTROL YOUR whole life,
Make it MINE,
Take ALL POWER from you,
And RUIN it.
I wouldn't leave you alone and make you feel worthless.
After all that... I would try to KILL you!
Would you STILL let ME tell YOU what to DO?
Would you STILL let ME tell YOU how to FEEL?
Would you STILL let ME tell YOU what you really ARE?
OR would you FIGHT!
Would you FIGHT TO GET RID OF ME.....
Your disorder is shouting at you and screaming all these falsehoods....
Why? Because it knows you.
It knows where you are scared of.
It knows you the best inside and out.
It knows the best HOW to MANIPULATE, because it wants you to believe all those LIES.
But will that one piece of cake really be the cause of something awful in a couple years, or will it be the consequences of the bad lies that your 'BestFriend' told you, made you believed in, and followed all it's tasks?
Luckily YOU DO HAVE GOT THE POWER to fight this lying bully.
Everything your disorder tells you not to do... for example 'eat'.... You have to do the OPPOSITE.
Doing the opposite is the only way you will be able to defeat this bully.
This liar.
This FAKE BESTFRIEND.
The pronounce 'BestFriend' was only used as a mask to take everything that is valuable in your life away from you!
If YOU will START RIGHT NOW with doing the opposite, you will only gain all the precious things in life back!
In the beginning it will scream at you with rage and make you feel guilt.... BUT!!!
REMEMBER!! THAT'S JUST THE FEELING OF GAINING YOUR LIFE BACK AND GETTING RID OF YOUR TOXIC NOTBESTFRIEND AT ALL!
You are going to feel a lot of emotions... but the fight WILL BE WORTH IT!
Trust me, it IS WORTH it.
You are loved, powerful and so much more! <3
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